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Never fit in

You're sitting in your class. Everyone is talking about something very interesting. You don't know what it is. So you ask. But they are just giggling and turning away from you. Are they talking about you? Make they fun of you? Do they want to hurt you?
...You'll never know...
10.9.13 20:16


We're walking in the rain. You're right next to me. But it feels like you're so far away. I ask you a question. You're looking at my face and say: I don't know.
I sigh and beg you to tell me, but you keep telling me no. Then i ask why. You answer: Because i don't want to... Than you turn away. After a while i say: I bet you told your new best friend! You stay silent. You don't say anything. And i just walk away... Away from you.
4.9.13 18:44


My so called friends tell me how stupid, dumb or crazy i am. They think it's funny. They laugh. I am way older than all of them, but they think they are better, smarter, prettier than me. And they tell me. It hurts so bad. But right now i'm sure that they are right. All of them.
3.9.13 20:02

Just a little bit of hope

Play this video and read this story...What do you feel?
I can see you through my window. You're sitting in front of my house. On the street, waiting for me to open the door. You're waiting for me, so that you can apologize. Apologize for liieng in my face. Apologize for yelling at me. Apologize for leaving me all alone in the darkness of the woods. It starts to rain. You look up at the sky but stay on the street. You're waiting for me to open the door. Suddenly i feel the tears start to form in my eyes. And i can see. That you're also about to cry. And i know that we are meant to be. We're perfect for each other. But i don't open the door. I see how a few tears roll down your cheeks. Than more and more. Until you're crying your eyes out. I am doing the same. But i am here sitting in my room. Watching you. I get up to open the door for you. At the same time a car drives over the street. I see you getting hit by the car. I run outside to your bleeding body. "I love you.", you're sighing before closing your eyes forever. I stop crying. You died. But i got to know what i needed to know. You love me...
1.9.13 12:43

The Jerk

My best friend didn't want to hurt our other friends, by telling them a very important thing. So i did. Now everyone hates me... I miss them every second of my fucked up life. But they never did, they don't and they'll never do... Nobody would ever miss me back. It's hopeless...
27.8.13 21:49

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